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Not going anywhere – A lot of work yet to do before my next trip which is a long way off

On October 3, 2007, I was advised by the hospital in Darwin that a specialist appointment for my ear, nose & throat issues is still a month or two away. This combined with the uncertainty surrounding the federal election date is causing me to put off any planned trips including the proposed Christmas trip. That means I have no option but to cancel any coming trip for the remainder of 2007 and possibly all of 2008.

The possibility of the appointment and the election being held in late November or early December will not leave me with enough time to arrange such trips and that together with the possibility of Darwin getting more cyclones this coming wet season of 2007 / 2008 could well mean I am very likely to stay in Darwin throughout this coming wet season including all of Christmas and new year. So spending Christmas and new year in Ayr has been ruled out due to factors that is beyond my control.

I was advised by the hospital, I cannot transfer the appointment to different states, because it is a state & territory responsibility and not a federal government responsibility, and the Northern Territory via my GP already know my health background. If I had to leave Darwin just to please a few including my family, I would have to start up all over again, and that would cause more health worries.

And finally the next trip seems a very long way off, so I have a lot of work to do before I enjoy my next trip.

Staying firm in my steadfast refusal to go to Ayr despite increasing anger

In a major backlash back in April 2007 against people who continue to call for me to relocate to Ayr to live, despite leaving Darwin, I stopped at Townsville, changed course and direction and unexpectedly caught a bus to go to Cairns, even though I originally planned to go to Ayr.

I changed course at Townsville because of seeing the mighty Burdekin River as soon as I approached Townsville and decided to give Ayr a miss despite many people calling for me to return to Ayr to be with my dad which I steadfastly refuse to do because of various reasons.

I am glad to go to Cairns instead of Ayr because I never felt happy about the town of Ayr, and I have felt happier at cairns compared to the past trips to Queensland which I usually end up at Ayr, but not this time.

Ayr is NOT a town I should stay in because it has few services, few people and no transport at all. People have to understand that if I go back to Ayr just to please them they cannot expect me to achieve the results expected of them, so people who call for me to live in Ayr are not acting in my best interests. It is not in my best interests to live in Ayr because it is bad for my health, and my grandma is not there anymore.

I gave my stressed out dad, a lashing telling my dad to get out of Ayr and get a life because I fear for our future. We are heading in the wrong direction because my dad has stayed in the same boring town for far too long, and he never tries to give another bigger city a try to live in, and that is why I am refusing to visit my dad at Ayr for many reasons.

I have a friend who is staying at Ayr nearly his life. He spent a few years in Sydney enjoying life but was ordered to go back to Ayr by his father. The result? He couldn’t read money and he couldn’t read anything and got very moody, told lies and spread gossip about other people because that is the best he could do. There is simply nothing in Ayr for Deaf people and given that my friend had a poor education he didn’t try to give another bigger place like Darwin a try unlike in my case.

I am fighting with my dad because I am worried he and other people may get very controlling and try to force me to stay at Ayr which I steadfastly won’t for a lot of reasons. I am trying to avoid the same mistake as my friend have made. He made the mistake of abiding by his dad’s wishes and because of that, the long term consequences are he simply did not make the best of his life and couldn’t read, and he simply doesn’t have too many friends because he is simply in the wrong place at the wrong time and that is Ayr.

People have to realise there are side effects to deaf people living in country towns such as Ayr and their parents has to learn not to be so controlling of their children, otherwise their children won’t learn or make the best of their lives.

I am not only turning away from my dad, but I am also turning away from my friend’s parents at Ayr attacking their controlling attitude over their children and I am attacking the people for abiding by their parent’s wishes because they are not making full use of life.

I believe I am acting in my best interests by NOT abiding to my dad’s or other people’s wishes to see me live or stay at Ayr, because I just won’t and I am just too stubborn to do so. I do not want to destroy my chances of life because I have done some damage to it already and people are just plain wrong if they think relocating to Ayr is the best solution to the problems which it is not.

I just hope people can get the message in the reasons why I refuse to go to Ayr or stay there despite coming from the area.

Repeated Calls to return to Ayr rejected

Time after time there has been calls from people and my father & family to return to Ayr to live from Darwin where I currently live.

My response to these calls is a loud resounding no. I am not going to Ayr to live and I am perfectly happy where I am in Darwin. Even if people are disappointed and angry my response is still going to be the same. So please stop making these calls on returning to Ayr to live because I won’t respond to these calls under any circumstances at any given time regardless of whether my dad lives there or not.

The reasons why I am not returning to Ayr to live is because there is no public transport there, and I cannot access any services such as carer and if I do I would only get a few hours of care a week, and my dad has to work, and there is simply no one else to keep company with me after my grandma and grandpa passed away years ago.

I have tried living in Ayr in early 2006 but it has failed because the life is not the same without my grandma and I was more lonely at Ayr without any public transport and that has caused behaviour problems so I had no choice but to return to Darwin because the lifestyle in Darwin is better where as I could catch public transport.

Anybody who says the best solution to the present accommodation woes is to return back to Ayr is purely living in fairy land and fantasy land. That just goes on to show that Australians are not interested in giving people with disabilities the life they deserve and Australians are too ready to turn back the clock and wield the big stick on people with disabilities and say that people with disabilities have no life and do not have the same rights as a normal abled person.

I would rather make uncaring Australians angry and disappointed by rejecting these calls to move back to Ayr to live because I feel determined to do away with life in Ayr and it is in my best interests to remain in Darwin to live.

I reject suggestions my safety is at risk because I am refusing to live in Ayr, and that is a load of rubbish. There are risks in everyday life and so forth.

Even if people call Centrelink or any government departments to force me to return to Ayr, I will resist these calls with a loud resounding no. Not even threats of loss of welfare or penalties of any form will dare to force me to go to Ayr to live at any time. Not even loss of home or conditions here in Darwin would ever convince me to return to Ayr to live because I am perfectly happy at Darwin and not going anywhere at all.

Lastly I urge everybody to stop making those calls to make me go to Ayr because I just won’t and people are wasting their energy by getting angry with me because I am just too stubborn to listen to their cause. Please for the last time stop making those calls to return back to Ayr because I just won’t listen to them and they are just wasting their time.

William Walker